Well...after that lengthy discussion and my strong decision, guess what i did. We talked a couple of days later, and i melted. I cant help it. He was so relctuant to let me go away even for a day that you just dont want to keep a foot away from him. And things have been going fine from then, till we have one more fight, and i"ll again be sad and depressed. I guess this is how things will be between us, some days or pure love and some days or pure dislike, and days will be alternating between these two, although the former will have more days then the latter.

            I dont know which of these two is better..having your days filled with love, the happily ever after fairy tale life, or this one, where days are filled with both love, arguments and differences. Although the first one is too ideal, it might be true for some couples..And according to MD, I am a ideal romantic person straight from a novel, so its but natural that I would want the fairy tale days.. But MD and me, are from two different worlds, we have a different view on every small thing, excpet that we love each other, so we would obviosuly been having the later life. May be we have arguments because i want the first life and we are having the second one..

           Whatever happens in my future..I will hopefully wish that I will have my fairy tale life with my knight, my MD..